*Drum rolls, pleaseeee!!*
“I’m pregnant again!!!” *wild chicken dance*
I have been wanting to post this wonderful news since Wednesday about three weeks ago when I first saw the two lines on the indicator windows. Three weeks!! I had to wait to publish this post but couldn’t until we got the final nod from the Obygn confirming the presence of oibaby in my tummy. Three weeks was such a long time. Actually we already visited the obgyn the Monday after I took the home pregnancy test. But since we insisted to do a tummy USG instead of USG from “down under”, the doctor couldn’t confirm it because it was still so small as this oibaby was estimated only 4-5 weeks old then. He suggested to return when oibaby is already at least 6-7 weeks old.
Gosh!! That time felt like forever. The situation was like receiving an early birthday present which you can look, touch, and shake but not ripping the wrap. Usually if that’s a present for my upcoming birthday (it’s coming really. just around the corner of this weekend ), I might rip the wrap and take a peek though :D But can’t do that with this, ‘ait?
Anyway, Alhamdulillah my (new! more about this later) obgyn confirmed my 2nd pregnancy and Insya Allah, Raissa will have a younger sibling this year. Oibaby is 6 weeks old and his/her size is .4+ cm. Still an itty bitty and we couldn’t hear the heartbeat yet so I need to return in two weeks. I hope everything will be just fine.
Since I had a hunch that I might be pregnant again, I have been having an insatiable urge to hug and kiss Raissa a lot more often. I miss her more often at work. I guess maybe I’m kinda worried a bit that when I need to split my attention later when oibaby arrives, I will miss some precious moments with her. I know I shouldn’t be worried but I can’t help it, maybe it’s a hormonal thing causing me feeling mellow and all that.
Well, oibaby, when you read this note in the future don’t get me wrong, kay. I’m very delighted to learn that I’m pregnant with you. I am beyond excited with the thought of raising you and your sister. It will be awesome skippin’ down our adventures with each one of you holding my hand. Woohoooo. Super yaaay!!
Ya Allah, please give us health and easy-walk through the next months till oibaby arrives well and sound. Aaamiiinn. Oh, and thank you for trusting us with another wonder of Yours.